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God • Art • Love

Me preguntaron que me tiene “atada” a Chile aun viviendo en el extranjero

Nada me mantiene “atada” a Chile. Chile es mi origen, es donde naci, creci y vivi hasta escasos anios atras. Chile es mi mama y su sonrisa, sus empanadas de queso, sus abrazos interminables y sus besos dulces y oportunos. Chile es mi papa y sus chistes. Sus historias, sus reclamos y sus ironias. Chile es mi papa y sus lagrimas cada vez que ve algo de bondad en el ser humano. Chile son mis amigos, con su humor negro, sus tallas y sus ganas de comer y reir hasta mas no poder. Chile es la cordillera que cruce dos o tres veces al anio para ir a ver a mi familia al otro lado de ella. Chile es la historia triste de un pais que no sabe aceptarse con sus semejanzas y diferencias pero que aun asi sigue en pie por Misericordia divina y la fuerza de la esperanza que mucha gente vio impresa en el Arte. Nadie me tiene atada a Chile. Chile soy yo, hasta el ultimo dia de mi vida.

I noticed Ive uploaded a lot of pictures of myself lately so

…here’s one more.
Spoonbread Festival at #bereaky #spoonbread #kentucky
Bangs and Sunlight #shameless #selfie #bangs #bereaky

So when I said “Father” on my tumblr description I meant that this tumblr is about “God,Art and Love”

NOT that I am a father. Im a female. Straight, latina, female.

Just for the record.

#tbt Dressed in a traditional Chilean peasant outfit because today is Chile’s independence day! #happy18 !🎉🎉⚪️🔵🔴 #feliz18
#feliz18cabros #chile #latina #roots #fiestaspatrias
Haley - Richmond, Kentucky #portrait #people #girl #piercings #tattoos #colors #punk  (at Richmond, Kentucky)

Shame? I need your opinions!

So, I wasn’t really sure if I should share this with the interwebz but I thought I could get it out of my chest and ask for some opinions about this.
So I frequent this coffee shop, right? It is a pretty nice and friendly place, I really like it. I am not best friends with eeevery single one of the baristas but they are all nice and familiar, and obviously I am closer to some more than others.…

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I need your opinion guys!

So, I wasn’t really sure if I should share this with the interwebz but I thought I could get it out of my chest and ask for some opinions about this.
So I frequent this coffee shop, right? It is a pretty nice and friendly place, I really like it. I am not best friends with eeevery single one of the baristas but they are all nice and familiar, and obviously I am closer to some more than others. This coffee shop is also frequented by several characters.Some townies (people from the town), some former students that decided to stay in Berea, some people that work in the college and students in general. The atmosphere is always pretty chill and it is an excellent place to hangout. 

However, I’ve noticed something very particular.

A while ago, one of the guys that frequents this place expressed interest in me. First, he reached me through Facebook and then we talked in person. After a good chat that I thought was going great, I told him that I would be interested in being friends with him. But nothing more. He was actually a nice interesting guy so I was still happy that I got to meet someone new. A new friend!

Well, immediately after that, he stopped talking to me on Facebook and eventually completely ignored me “in real life” to this very day. Now, at first I felt bad.. like I did something wrong, but I didn’t pay much attention to it.
As the weeks passed by, we would always be in the same place, since he happens to hang out as much as me the coffee shop that I previously talked about, being friends with the baristas and all. As time went by I began to experience an unexpected feeling about this, I started to feel some sort of shame everytime he walked in. I would look away, I would keep quiet if I am talking with the baristas, and just pretend like I am not there at all.

I felt ashamed.
And as I think of this more and more, I realize that I feel ashamed for… rejecting him. I feel like I did something wrong because I shut down his advances.

But why do I feel like I did something wrong? when in reality, I only exercised my right to choose?

I am still reflecting on this so if you have some insight about it (whether if you are a guy or a girl) please feel free to share it.